queen in the north



holly, 19, upstate ny. i love the internet too much and talk about game of thrones like it's real.


my mom wants me to return my new giant shoes

NO ONE WANTS ME TO BE GREAT 





honestly, i’d have like no issue being a vampire

get to live forever
sleep all day without anyone thinking it’s weird

life aspirations tbh





because i had an overdue library book, i now have a hold on my college account that lasts until december 31st, 2099

well, i look forward to resuming my studies as a 106 year old





if you choose to be friends with me, you must be prepared for my odd stories, intense political beliefs, television references, and girly giggles/blushes

it just comes with the territory 





my summer so far has consisted of eating at sketchy diners, watching the avengers too many times, being indecisive about absolutely everything, having late night heart-to-hearts, and blogging naked. fine with me.





everyone around me is stressed out about studying for finals, and then there’s me - stoned as fuck, all my papers done early, hangin’ in bed. why can’t my entire summer just be like this, instead of having to go home?





if everything goes according to plan, i should finish my freshman year with a 4.0 gpa overall. you can accomplish such great things if you smoke weed every day, skip class constantly, and do almost every assignment the day it’s due!





last night was really cute. my little brother came up and we all went out and partied. everyone had a hell of a time, and there were so many hugs/”i love you”s because everyone’s getting all sentimental about the end of the year. there was also a teapot that we were chugging beer out of (my brother staggered to the bar and yelled “FILL MY TEACUP!” at a bunch of frat boys), a sweater we found in the couch, a stolen flag being worn as a cape, some awkward love confessions, a veritable shit-ton of weed, and a lot of yelling. we didn’t get back until almost 4 am, and my brother had to basically carry me home, haha. overall, i’d say it was a successful last weekend for my freshman year.





this guy at the library is staring at me
i think i kissed him at a frat party
someone plz kill me xoxo





Thoughts.

Eight days until I’m done with this year. I want to say that it feels unreal, that it’s gone by so fast, but it hasn’t? I don’t know. Maybe it’s because I’ve actually enjoyed my time at college, as opposed to my senior year, where every day was a drag and I counted the seconds until graduation. Nevertheless, I’m ready to get out for the summer. It’s been uncomfortable to live with someone that I don’t get along with at all, and that negative energy doesn’t do anyone well.

Also, I feel like I’ve had almost no time to work on myself as a person. I want to be healthier, read more, and try new things, but it’s difficult to do so when I’m so locked into the routine I have at school. Even when I’m on Tumblr or Facebook, I’m still doing schoolwork (right now I have five word documents open, ouch). I haven’t had a real vacation in forever - over winter break my grandfather died, so that was crazy, and spring break was spent rushing around from place to place. I just want to clear my head and stop being so bogged down by schoolwork, and this summer is the perfect opportunity.